Cinta Terakhir Aiman

Cinta Terakhir

Kau Cinta pertamaku
Engkau cinta terakhirku
Tiada apa yang bisa menafikan kasih kita…

Kau ayu dimataku
Satu antara seribu
Tiada tara didunia…

Mungkin kan terputus di tengah jalan
Mungkin kan terlerai tanpa ikatan
Usah ragu dengan takdir…

Mungkin kitakan berbeza haluan
Berakhirnya cerita percintaan
Segalanya ditentukan Tuhan….

Notes: Dunia ku bagaikan terhenti seketika sejenak aku terdengar lagu ini, bait2 lagu ini bagaikan menusuk hati aku, berapa kali aku menjadi mangsa cinta yang hanya memusnahkan diri aku.Hanya cinta pada ilahi yg dpt menjamin kebahgiaan kita.

Totally loves this song

Crying Over Disney UP.

I knew most of you already watched this movie, its a waste if you dont.The story about a guy trying to fulfill his late wife dream to have a house on the paradise island and the husband moves their house with ballons to get there.

It all started when my friends ask me to join Karaoke at Redbox Sogo KLbut i had to take a raincheck due to my lack in singing talent, instead i decided to watch movie alone at Cineleisure Damansara.

Through out the movie it was funny and tickle my bone but they are scenesthat really make me kinda sad especially when the boy told the old guyabout his exciting time with his dad ( who happens to be a tranny now- that what i understood in the movie) , where they spend times counted cars- blue n red, and the boy said it might be boring to other people but that is the

only time he can actualy remember spending time with his dad.My dad left the family when i was 5,i think this might be the reasonwhy i shed my tears watching disney up. it is full of family values or maybe im just being sensitive.

The ending is awesome and the old guy finally knew that his late wife, allie already found her dream and that is to be with him.Plus, the boy get a father figure to share love with.

I rate this movie 5 out of 5.

My Fake Split Personality

Let me first described what is split personality disorder.Dissociative identity disorder (DID) is a psychiatric diagnosis that describes a condition in which a single person displays multiple distinct identities or personalities (known as alter egos or alters), each with its own pattern of perceiving and interacting with the environment

The thing about me is that i dont face this problem and i dont consider myself screw up but i intend to create my alter ego to another personality.My name is Farez Daniel Ferrer and let me explain why.

Farez: This guy is the real me a kampung boy, someone who is kind hearted and someone that is so naive ( in another word someone that doesnt belong to the big apple city).

and then when i started to move to Kay Ell to further my studies, i am so stress out with the cultural shock, and i dont have many friends coz im not popular or up to date with scence , fashion or any related to be Paris Hilton wannabe.and then is when Daniel comes in

Daniel: Is a person with strong personalities and high confidance.I can do what other people can do, to me being hot is about confidance, how you walk and talk.If you got it then flaunt it.

I started to lose myself and change slowly of being kampung boy to city boy, and the dilemma between both personalities created Ferrer.

Ferrer : He is the to me ideal person that really stands to his belief and philosophy.If u think my shirt is cheap and not branded well as long as i know my brains worth more than yours then i dun mind.

Notes: the pic above --me infront of the carlsberg is taken when attending Vads Dinner 2008( Wild wild west theme) at sunway Pyramid, when me and my friends on our way to the car, my alter ego Daniel insist me to take off my jacket and took the pic.Friendly reminder i dun drink and do drugs.

Now my personality is MOhd Farez , i am who i am, i hate to pretend like im hot in the club ( well i does attract people in the club with my sexy dance which im not proud off) and i hate it to always think what to wear, which is the hot spots to hangout and how to make me feel like more Kay ELL.

I hope my experience can really teach youngster to really love themselves and always confidance with themselves and most important things is to love themselves and their body.

Tak mungkin semua menyayangimu

Mesti antara kamu semua yang inginkan setiap insan di dunia ini menyukai kamu, namun pernahkah kamu terfikir walau sempurna mana pun kita merasai diri kita namun masih ada yang membenci kita dan bukan senang untuk menjaga hati setiap pihak.

Aku jenis yang menghargai persahabatan dan sanggup berkorban demi teman2 aku.Kadangkala aku merasa sedih apabila teman2 seperti tidak menghargai persahabatan ini.Aku bersyukur kini dalam hidup aku hadir shabat2 yang menyayangi aku dan dari hari ke hari kawan2 aku bertambah ramai.Mungkin kerana kali ini aku memilih untuk berkawan dgn org yg lebih matang.Kawan2 di vads semua baik dan kelakar, bila masuk UPSI ni berkawan dgn bakal2 cikgu pun seronok.aku gembira sekarang kerana aku merasai erti persahabatan sebenar dan kalau nak sebut nama2 mereka terlampau ramai.Rasernyer kamoo kenal diri kamoo.

Pengalaman berteman cyber byk mengajar aku berhati-hati dlm berkawan, aku pernah diburukan di internet berulang kali oleh pihak2 yang tidak bertanggungjawab.Namun aku bersyukur selepas beberaper bulan mereka akan minta maaf pada aku, tp aku hairan mcm mana hal ni bley berlaku.Namun kawanku Fathiah pernah memberitahu " Biarlah org buat kat kita tp jangan kita buat kat org".aku percaya pada hukum karma, pasti ada pembalasan dunia.Tapi apa yg lebih aku inginkan adalah bersua mereka dan berbincang mengapa mereka melakukan sedemikian? iri hati? benci?kemarahan?.Aku mahu tahu mengapa?dan aku mahu berkawan mereka.Alhamdulilah aku berjaya bertemu dgn 3 teman cyber yg pernah melakukan hal itu dan kini kami bersahabat baik.Puncanya??kadangkala kebaikan aku disalaherti dan mereka menyayangi aku lebih dr teman dlm diam, kelakar juga biler memikirkannya.

Buat masa ini, aku tak sabar nak menjadi seorang pendidik, byk perkara yang aku nak buat untuk anak2 bangsa.aku berazam menjadi Oprah Winfrey asia.