Friday, October 2, 2009

DPLI VS ISMP

Di USPi Tanjung Malim terdapat pelajar DPLI(Diploma Pendidikan Lanjutan Ijazah) and ISMP(Ijazah Sarjana Muda Pendidikan).Ismp adalah pelajar yang pada asalnya memang pelajar di UPSi manakala DPLI adalah pelajar yang sudah pun mempunyai ijazah dlm bidang masing-masing di universiti berlainan.Aku sendiri lepasan Ijazah Komunikasi Massa di UiTM.

Sejak dulu lagi terdapat isu tegang di antara dua kumpulan ini.Bagi ISMP kami adalah pelajar yang kurang ajar dan manja dan sebaliknya.

Pada aku tidak sepatutnya timbul isu sebegini kerana yang penting niat kita semua nak jadi cikgu, sebahagian pelajar ISMP tidak berpuas hati kerana pelajar DPLi pengajiannya adalah hanya setahun dan ditaja sepenuhnya Kementerian Pendidikan sedangkan mereka terpaksa belajar hampir 4 tahun menggunakan wang pinjaman PTPTN.

Aku paham perasan mereka, ialah aku dtg ni pun tumpang Universiti mereka dan mengambil tempat mereka dan degree mereka susah nak cari kerja bidang lain.

Aku pun bukan tak pernah melalui zaman susah sewaktu belajar kat UiTm dulu.

Ramai yang komen mengatakan staf dan Lecturer sendiri kata student macam kurang ajar, tetapi dlm kelas aku tiada perkara sebegitu berlaku.Malah kami rapat dengan lecturer kami.

Bagi aku apa yang membezakan seseorang itu adalah individu itu sendiri bukannya DPLI atau ISMP.Aku ada berkawan dengan few p[elajar ISMP dan aku suka berkawan dengan mereka cuma mungkin ada segelintir yang kurang matang.

Malah DPLI juga terbahagi kepada dua puak GSTTK dengan Pengalaman Kerja.GSTTK (guru sandaran tak terlatih) adlah bekas guru yang menjadi guru kontrak selama beberapa tahun manakala yang selebihnya berpengalam kerja bidang koprat.

Aku kat sini belajar pendidkan moral, teringatlah aku peristiwa ada satu perempuan ini membentah ckp lecturer dan aku tak tahan ending dia yang ckp guru GSTTK lebih bagus menjadi guru.AKu pun apa lagi sambil berdiri dan bercerita lah akui mengenai kerja2 aku sebelum ini.

Aku tanya kan pada cikgu tu tahukan dia apa itu ecstacy? dia jawab ..YA. Aku tanyakan lagi apa itu ecstacy and apa jadi kalau makan? Tetapi cikgu tu cuma ckp effect khayal sahaja dan adalah benda merapu sikit.

Aku bukan nak berbangga kerana tinggal di KL tetapi apa yang cuba nak aku sampaikan wlaupun aku tiada pengalaman mengajar tetapi aku ada pengalaman hidup selama aku tinggal di kota metropolitan yang boleh aku kongsi dengan student2 aku rasa even better dr skill yang dia ada.Bagi aku skill can be acquired by practice but experience dtg sendiri.

Macam aku cakap nak jadi cikgu ini bergantung keikhlasan dan kerja keras seseorg individu bukan background kamu, masing-masing ada kelebihan masing-masing.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Keunggulan Hijau Menandingi Merah,Biru dan Kuning



Pada hari ini ada perlawanan sukaneka kumpulan 2o kelas ko-k.Antara acara yang diadakan adalah Semakin Jauh Semakin Sayang,Sulaman Kasih,Boling Kelapa dsbnya.

Di awal pertandingan boling kelapa tu kumpulan aku dpt last sekali sb tak satu botol pun jatuh, dlm acara kedua pun anyaman ketupat pun dapat last.Aku terfikir ini tak boleh terjadi nie, jadi aku pun masuk acara lari bawa sudu dan bola pingpong dan akhirnya dapat juga nombor satu,acara-acara seperti mkn tembikai semua pun kalah.
Johan keseluruhan kumpulan biru,tetapi apa yang penting kami dapat mengeratkan lagi hubungan kami sesama kelas.
Adegan lucu aku dan cikgu Ros Atiah mendapat perhatian semua apabila dalam acara rantaian kasih kami dapat membuat rantaian yang terpanjang tetapi main tipu di last minit jadi jatuh tempat ketiga.

Dlm entree ini aku tak dapat upload semua pic kerna x dpat lagi kumpul. Nantikan gambar-gambar yang lain.

Monday, September 28, 2009

You Can Shine




Mesti ada diantara anda yang tersentuh emosi tatkala melihat iklan ini- mengisahkan gadis bisu dan pekak yang berjaya belajar bermain violin wlpun dipandang rendah masyarakat.

Aku tertarik dengan komen yg dibuat oleh seseorang di youtube yg mengatakan iklan ini menipu org kurang upaya dengan memberi gambaran perkara yg mustahil dilakukan mereka yang akan membuatkan mereka lebih tersisih dari masyarakat.

Aku kurang setuju, golongan ini lebih berazam untuk berjaya dari org biasa dan wlpun kurang upaya namun ada kelebihan yang Tuhan berikan kepada mereka dan tidak mustahil ada yg boleh bermain violin wlpun pekak dan bisu.

Bagi aku mereka boleh buat apa yang kita boleh buat..and to acquire the skills, what they need is the external event that come in form of practice.

I'm sure most of you heard of Helen Keller , a girl that is blind , mute and dumb since birth that manage to be thought the sign language and surviving skills.


Apapun aku bersyukur lahir lengkap anggota,wlupun sblm ni aku tak bersyukur kerana tidak dilahirkan dgn wajah yang tampan tp setiap manusia itu ada kelebihan masing2.Aku masih lagi mencari kelebihan aku , semestinya bukan nyanyian.

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Inspirasi Abadi - Memoirs of Farez






Sepanjang Perjalanan Kembara Hidupku, kamu adalah teman2 rapat yang sentiasa ada menemani aku di kala susah atau senang.Terimbas kembali zaman masa kita bersama kadang-kala terasa kelakar.
Nota kaki: Kepada teman2 lain yg tiada di gambar , bukan apa tapi xjumpa lagi gambar sesuai.Kamoo semua pun ada di hati.

Aku Penghalang Impianku

Dewasa ini, aku mula menceburkan diri dalam bidang kerja-kerja amal ini, sememangnya aku dah lama impikan nak ada yayasan sendiri seperti Siti Nurhaliza (nurjiwa) atau Tyra Banks.

Di UPSI ni, kami agak disisihkan dari program universiti kerana hakikatnya DPLI hanyalah pelajar tumpang.Aku agak sedih apabila tak dapat join certain2 program yang dianjurkan UPSI.

Lantas aku terfikir, yang menjadi penghalang aku ialah aku sendiri bukan UPSI.

Di kelas aku sahaja ada 100 org belum termasuk kawan2 dr kelas lain.Aku bercadang nak buat program di rumah anak yatim sekitar sini, antaranya gotong royong,jamuan makan,bengkel bahasa inggeris, sesi kaunseling.mungkin boleh tolong buatkan blog untuk rumah2 anak yatim ini juga.

Aku percaya teman2 sekelas pasti akan menyokong dan ini adalah permulaan kepada apa yang aku selalu ingin buat.Harapan aku bergantung kepada teman2 rapat mcm Fathiah,Tuan, Naematul,Ayu dan Fiza.

Aku berharap sgt mereka akan menyokong usaha aku ni.Amin

Celebrating EID~



Selepas sebulan berpuasa sudah tiba masanya meraikan hari raya bagi meraikan kejayaan menghadapi Ramadhan, tetapi hati ni mcm menyesal pula tak buat amal cukup2 bulan Ramadhan.

Bagi aku Raya tidak perlu lah belanja byk mana pun wlpun kenyataan aku terboros dlm linkungan rm2500 tahun nie , tp aku byk membelanjakan untuk org lain bukan utuk diriku dan yang penting duit raya kenalah bagi untuk org tua dan kanak2.Cukup sekadar baju melayu beli di jln TAR rm50 shj yg penting butang tue mesti nak besar2.

Sewaktu menulis entree ini aku sudah pun berada di Tanjung Malim menanti kelas di hari Isnin.Selain itu juga aku merancang mengadakan "open House" di sini satu untuk kelas aku yang seramai 100 org dgn tema "Sepiring Jadi Sedulang" dan satu lagi di rumah sewa bersama Sally ,As dan Datin.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Is looks more important than everything?

Have you ever being discriminate against how you look?
People with better looks tend to get more attention from the rest of us.They can cut the ques ,extra marks in exam paper and suprisingly everything they said seem to makes sense.

I face the same things everyday in my life,people always say don't judge the book by its cover but during job interview for example they judge you within glimpse on what they see.

Back in high school and uni i won the Prom King, yet i always see myself ugly.There's always something i don't like about myself..well this proves that being human they never satisfy with what they have.

What people don't know is being different is the only thing that make you beautiful.

From now on, i won't listen to what other people have to say on my attire or my looks, i have interesting personality and that works just find with me and every morning i would wear my crown and tell myself im gorgeous. * lol*.

If you believe that you are beautiful then you are beautiful, don't compare yourself with the model in magz.Being yourself is good enough for me.

Kematian..




Di photo ini adalah seorang pemuda berusia 18 tahun yang meninggal di salah satu rumah sakit(hospital) di Oman.Mayat pemuda tersebut digali kembali dari kuburnya setelah 3 jam di makamkan yang disaksikan oleh ayahnya.Pemuda tersebut meninggal di rumah sakit dan setelah dimakamkan.( secara islam atau tidak adalah tidak pasti kerana ia dimakamkan dengan tiada kain kafan).Tetapi setelah pemakaman ayahnya merasa ragu atas diagnosa dokter dan menginginkan untuk di identifikasi kebenaran penyebab kematiannya.

Seluruh kerabat dan teman-temannya begitu terkejut saat mereka melihat kondisi mayat.Mayat tsb begitu berbeda dalam 3 jam. He turned grey as the very old man, dia berubah tampak keabu-abuan seperti orang yang sudah tua .

Dengan tampak jelas bekas siksaan dan pukulan yang amat keras,dan dengan tulang-tulang kaki dan tangan yang hancur begitu juga ujung ujungnya sehingga menekan kebadanya.

Seluruh badan dan mukanya memar.Matanya yang terbuka memerlihatkan ketakutan, kesakitan dan keputusasaan.Darah yang begitu jelas menandakan bahwa pemuda tersebut sedang mendapatkan siksaan yang amat berat.

Sebagai penutup dari orang yang meninggal tersebut semuanya ditujukan kepada Ilmu pengetahuan tentang Islam yang mana tidak dapat dipungkiri lagi keterangannya bahwa siksa kubur itu benar adanya seperti yang diperingatkan oleh ALLAH SWT dan Nabi Muhammad S.A.W.

Kebenaran Siksa Kubur dan Beragam Siksa bagi Orang-orang Kafir

Maklumat di saya sy dapat dari internet,ia buat saya terfikir adakah saya bersedia untuk mati?agaknya bila saya akan mati? can i cheat death?...

Allah tak pernah mengurangkan atau melebihkan walau sedetik tarikh kematian kita?semua sudah tertulis sebelum kita lahir lagi.

Jujur saya katakan saya bukanlah sewarak yang anda semua fikirkan, cuma saya tak mahu peristiwa yang sama berlaku pada saya atau org2 yang saya sayang.Kadang2 saya terfikir mungkin penyakit saya ni sebenarnya peringatan daripada Allah untuk sentiasa mengingatinya dan sbg ujian daripadanya.Ramai yg mengasihani saya to the fact im dying in 15 years but i should be happy God loves me more..

Tetapi kenapa hati aku masih lagi rasa sedih dan takut??.....

Animal Matter to Me





Refering to info i dig from www.spca.org.my

Globally, there are some 600 million dogs, and a similar number of cats, of which an estimated 80% are stray or unwanted. The illegal and often inhumane trade in wildlife and wildlife parts is a soaring black market worth $10 billion a year, exceeded only by arms and drug smuggling. Millions of wild animals are killed, captured or traded inhumanely in this shady business.

I just don't get it , we are human being, the higher life-form on earth but why there are still people cruel enough to abuse this animals. I tend to get really upset when i read on articles or watch tv on this issues.

I have 6 cats at home, to me they are lights of my life..do you know if you spend times petting your cats it can actually help you to distress. If i continue to talk about the cruelty agains animal then i can actualy make it a book.

Many people thought that muslim cannot keep dog in their house, well you are wrong.They are muslim people keep dogs to protect their home, i would like to recap the scene in GUBRA movie where the Pak Imam touch the dog on its shoulder( its the only place where the dogs did not lick themselves).We can keep dogs but we need to ensure the clean environment.After all,dog is one of Gods creation.

Let all loves animals and keep an eye for abused or neglected animals. pet and homeless animal alikes.Call SPCA inspector so they can attempt to help the animals.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Cinta Terakhir Aiman



Kau Cinta pertamaku
Engkau cinta terakhirku
Tiada apa yang bisa menafikan kasih kita…

Kau ayu dimataku
Satu antara seribu
Tiada tara didunia…

Mungkin kan terputus di tengah jalan
Mungkin kan terlerai tanpa ikatan
Usah ragu dengan takdir…

Mungkin kitakan berbeza haluan
Berakhirnya cerita percintaan
Segalanya ditentukan Tuhan….

Notes: Dunia ku bagaikan terhenti seketika sejenak aku terdengar lagu ini, bait2 lagu ini bagaikan menusuk hati aku, berapa kali aku menjadi mangsa cinta yang hanya memusnahkan diri aku.Hanya cinta pada ilahi yg dpt menjamin kebahgiaan kita.

Totally loves this song

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Crying Over Disney UP.


I knew most of you already watched this movie, its a waste if you dont.The story about a guy trying to fulfill his late wife dream to have a house on the paradise island and the husband moves their house with ballons to get there.
It all started when my friends ask me to join Karaoke at Redbox Sogo KLbut i had to take a raincheck due to my lack in singing talent, instead i decided to watch movie alone at Cineleisure Damansara.
Through out the movie it was funny and tickle my bone but they are scenesthat really make me kinda sad especially when the boy told the old guyabout his exciting time with his dad ( who happens to be a tranny now- that what i understood in the movie) , where they spend times counted cars- blue n red, and the boy said it might be boring to other people but that is the
only time he can actualy remember spending time with his dad.My dad left the family when i was 5,i think this might be the reasonwhy i shed my tears watching disney up. it is full of family values or maybe im just being sensitive.
The ending is awesome and the old guy finally knew that his late wife, allie already found her dream and that is to be with him.Plus, the boy get a father figure to share love with.
I rate this movie 5 out of 5.

Friday, September 4, 2009

My Fake Split Personality








Let me first described what is split personality disorder.Dissociative identity disorder (DID) is a psychiatric diagnosis that describes a condition in which a single person displays multiple distinct identities or personalities (known as alter egos or alters), each with its own pattern of perceiving and interacting with the environment

The thing about me is that i dont face this problem and i dont consider myself screw up but i intend to create my alter ego to another personality.My name is Farez Daniel Ferrer and let me explain why.

Farez: This guy is the real me a kampung boy, someone who is kind hearted and someone that is so naive ( in another word someone that doesnt belong to the big apple city).

and then when i started to move to Kay Ell to further my studies, i am so stress out with the cultural shock, and i dont have many friends coz im not popular or up to date with scence , fashion or any related to be Paris Hilton wannabe.and then is when Daniel comes in

Daniel: Is a person with strong personalities and high confidance.I can do what other people can do, to me being hot is about confidance, how you walk and talk.If you got it then flaunt it.

I started to lose myself and change slowly of being kampung boy to city boy, and the dilemma between both personalities created Ferrer.

Ferrer : He is the to me ideal person that really stands to his belief and philosophy.If u think my shirt is cheap and not branded well as long as i know my brains worth more than yours then i dun mind.

Notes: the pic above --me infront of the carlsberg is taken when attending Vads Dinner 2008( Wild wild west theme) at sunway Pyramid, when me and my friends on our way to the car, my alter ego Daniel insist me to take off my jacket and took the pic.Friendly reminder i dun drink and do drugs.

Now my personality is MOhd Farez , i am who i am, i hate to pretend like im hot in the club ( well i does attract people in the club with my sexy dance which im not proud off) and i hate it to always think what to wear, which is the hot spots to hangout and how to make me feel like more Kay ELL.

I hope my experience can really teach youngster to really love themselves and always confidance with themselves and most important things is to love themselves and their body.

Tak mungkin semua menyayangimu

Mesti antara kamu semua yang inginkan setiap insan di dunia ini menyukai kamu, namun pernahkah kamu terfikir walau sempurna mana pun kita merasai diri kita namun masih ada yang membenci kita dan bukan senang untuk menjaga hati setiap pihak.

Aku jenis yang menghargai persahabatan dan sanggup berkorban demi teman2 aku.Kadangkala aku merasa sedih apabila teman2 seperti tidak menghargai persahabatan ini.Aku bersyukur kini dalam hidup aku hadir shabat2 yang menyayangi aku dan dari hari ke hari kawan2 aku bertambah ramai.Mungkin kerana kali ini aku memilih untuk berkawan dgn org yg lebih matang.Kawan2 di vads semua baik dan kelakar, bila masuk UPSI ni berkawan dgn bakal2 cikgu pun seronok.aku gembira sekarang kerana aku merasai erti persahabatan sebenar dan kalau nak sebut nama2 mereka terlampau ramai.Rasernyer kamoo kenal diri kamoo.

Pengalaman berteman cyber byk mengajar aku berhati-hati dlm berkawan, aku pernah diburukan di internet berulang kali oleh pihak2 yang tidak bertanggungjawab.Namun aku bersyukur selepas beberaper bulan mereka akan minta maaf pada aku, tp aku hairan mcm mana hal ni bley berlaku.Namun kawanku Fathiah pernah memberitahu " Biarlah org buat kat kita tp jangan kita buat kat org".aku percaya pada hukum karma, pasti ada pembalasan dunia.Tapi apa yg lebih aku inginkan adalah bersua mereka dan berbincang mengapa mereka melakukan sedemikian? iri hati? benci?kemarahan?.Aku mahu tahu mengapa?dan aku mahu berkawan mereka.Alhamdulilah aku berjaya bertemu dgn 3 teman cyber yg pernah melakukan hal itu dan kini kami bersahabat baik.Puncanya??kadangkala kebaikan aku disalaherti dan mereka menyayangi aku lebih dr teman dlm diam, kelakar juga biler memikirkannya.

Buat masa ini, aku tak sabar nak menjadi seorang pendidik, byk perkara yang aku nak buat untuk anak2 bangsa.aku berazam menjadi Oprah Winfrey asia.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Please Give Me A Job





Please Give Me a Job! is a Malaysian Tv programme produced by Red Communications and 8tv which features 10 fresh graduates vying for job placements in various companies. In each episode, the contestants compete in groups and take on various tasks. Created by Ahmad Izham Omar in cooperation with SEGi College, it is hosted by Azah Yasmin. Datuk Clement Hii as the CEO of SEGi Education Group also plays a role in the show as mentor to the contestants, who appears in the beginning of each episode to give a short briefing to them in which he gives words of wisdom.

Unlike competition-formatted shows like
The Apprentice which remove contestants candidacy for a potential job, Please Give Me a Job! "eliminates" its contestants by sealing job opportunities for them at the end of each episode. Throughout the show, contestants are to take on various challenges from companies of different iindustries. After each challenge, the management of each company will choose a number of contestants which they feel fit to be interviewed and one of them will eventually be given the job opening.

The show really educate me and prepared me for the corporate world, eventually i landed my first job at Segi after won on the 8th episode. Anyway this show taught me how to be like a shark in the sea that proven useful for me now.I realy miss those guys in the programme.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Am i Ready for the new me??

I hate reading, i hate blogging ( i have to spend my times writing which i dont even know why people love it ), i hate watching national geographic and i definately hate to excersise , but i do read a little, well most likely fashion or entertainment magazine..flip page to page looking at the picture or find out who's dumping who's in entertainment world, you know, the latest goss.My main activities shopping and shopping and more shoping. Do you know that shopping is actually can help you to release your stress.Why would i go watching theater when i can go watch teen flick movie like American Pie or Not Another Teen Movie.

But then i started to change , maybe due to the hormones in my body or i just get mature.I see around me people that i know die one by one, and recently the ever-famous Yasmin Ahmad, which i really admire her work in movie and TV ads... she truly are the modern thinkers, and how i can only wish to be at par with her level thinking, she will truly be remembered for the rest of my life.It really hit me since , that we human eventually will die and anyone can die at any age or at any case, especially with the high death cases of H1N1 virus in Malaysia.I started to find my goal in life....do i want to die just like that or actualy do something to change the world but what can i do , im not multi-millionaire whom can donate tons of cash to needy or even a Prime Minister or a rock star that can influence young generation .Im just me ..what can i do.

I believe to change the world is to start by one act of kindness and to start change ourselves to be a better person and there is always room to improve myself.Lucky me .....I realize all this before i die and there are still times for me to change.I cant be Oprah overnight but i am changing to a better me.

I was lucky i was choosen for DPLI programme in UPSI , Tanjung Malim.The" Dpli" stands for Diploma Lanjutan Lepasan Ijazah,it means im going to be a teacher but i still need to undergo some training and classes for a year.Of course, most of my friends find this a joke., the fact that im teaching youngster in morale which i obviously lack of.( for the record im not Juvenile Delinquent), maybe for the fact im like the male version of Lindsay Lohan except the part she rich and im not, but i do have friends that have faith in me and guess what..im starting my own blog( which i find hard at first), i started to read educational books, it really hard to start reading which i never done before.. so my friend lend me Harry Potter - Half Blood Prince and i manage to finished it in a month with the help from Mr Dictionary of coz due to the vocabs is so rich and confusing for me, from there i started to enjoy reading, and my latest reading is the collection from Donald Trump.

Being the new me i started to feel differ, i love smiling at random people and when people smile back at me, it make me happy, i even started making a lot of new friend, the one that are real and really cares about me.I started to see the world in new perception, the sky aren't always blue,there are times we're on top or we're at the bottom, but it really are about the climb ( taking from Miley Cyrus number "The Climb"- Its always gonna be another mountain, i'm always gonna wanna make it move, always gonna be uphill battle, sometimes i gotta have to lose, its not about how fast i get there , its about the climb.

Im loving the new and improved me, i love my body, i love my soul and i love my spirit.There will always gonna be people gonna say that you are not good enough, well they can kiss my fat ass.I know now what is beauty beyond the psychical attraction.Beauty defines confident, charming personalities and beauty is in me.Well u guys are pretty too.Let us all pray for world peace.